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Because of you, in gardens of blossoming flowers I ache from the
perfumes of spring.
   I have forgotten your face, I no longer remember your hands;
how did your lips feel on mine?
   Because of you, I love the white statues drowsing in the parks,
the white statues that have neither voice nor sight.
   I have forgotten your voice, your happy voice; I have forgotten
your eyes.
   Like a flower to its perfume, I am bound to my vague memory of
you. I live with pain that is like a wound; if you touch me, you will
do me irreparable harm.
   Your caresses enfold me, like climbing vines on melancholy walls.
   I have forgotten your love, yet I seem to glimpse you in every
   Because of you, the heady perfumes of summer pain me; because
of you, I again seek out the signs that precipitate desires: shooting
stars, falling objects.


I was using Stumble..my most addictive thing for the month so far;) and came across this. Very sad, very pretty :) Aparently it's from a book called "Passions & Impressions" that is no longer in print..Even if it were though, I don't think I would get the book. Between my bad memory and the ability to use the internet to look at this stuff for FREE, yea...;)

Current Location:
Still in my bed....:)
Current Mood:
groggy groggy
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So, a new year already...no real resolutions, but maybe I could change a few things.
First of all though, I'm going to try to stop hating adriana...hate is the wrong word, i mostly despise her. so I decided that I'm not going to despise adriana as much as I do. I might even try to be nice to her, talk to her when I dont have to even.
That's a big step in itself, so I'llstart with just that.
Tonight I'm going to call Lena...finally! We usually talk every Christmas but this year we didn't. There were a few reasons, one was that she couldn't cuz it kinda costs a lot and I couldn't for the same reason but I couldn't get a calling card on Christmas day. I should have got it the night before...but I have it now so we're finally gonna talk and who thefuck cares about that anyways.
I joined facebook andit's kind of cool...I'm seeing a lot of the people from elementary school and a lot more that i've lost contact with from highschool. I have to add amanda.
Speaking of Amanda, I went out with her and maureen this new years eve and we rang in the new year together. it was surprisingly fun! I started to feel bad for punking my friends at gov but i wanted something new. and i wanted less talking,gossiping and boringness. I mean who stands in a corner by the bar watching people all damn night, have some fuckin fun people! so yea...had a lot of fun. Maureen actually picked up a guy, she sent a text last nite to tell me that he called. woo hoo, they were fun so if that works out i'll be happy haha.
If it doesn't..well....they weren't THAT great.
first day of work is hard...but almost time to quit. I'm counting the minutes...which makes it seem longer, so I should stop and look at the clock in 45 minutes with surprise and say oh my, where did time go.
so yea, i'm still slightly sad for no reason. I'mnot going to say depressed cuz i'm not crying and wondering why i'm still alive. that's depressed. i'm not depressed. just sad. but i do have my good moments. hehe i'm making myself sound like a mental patient. ....i'm not.

Current Mood:
chipper chipper
Current Music:
St. Jimmy - Green Day
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ooh i have an idea! Maybe I could make a cool tote bag to carry my knit/crochet ish around with....out of swatches and squares of my leftover stuff! That way I can use up all the tiny part skeins, make different shapes, sew em all up together, make my mama put lining in it and viola..a bag.
Sounds good in theory, but lets see if I ever get it done....it's a good ideathough eh?
Can't wait to actually start it..YAY!
Current Mood:
creative creative
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My birthday went okay, I was a little depressed in the morning but once the day went on it kind of went away. You never get used to getting older..well maybe you do, I don't know, but I haven't yet! ;0)
A few people who I thought would remember for sure didn't ..how dissappointing. I was thinking of making a deal out of it..but I was pretty much avoiding my birthday so it didn't matter. KJ looked heartbroken when he found out it was my birthday, but he wasn't here and it wasn't his fault, get over yourself man!
The coffee truck driver wanted to take me out to dinner..can you say ew? Sweet guy but um, ew. He's about 30 years older than me with terrible teeth. he lives up north. Nuff said. I'm such a bitch, ha!
Work is getting way busy and I'm seriously considering asking them to hire someone to help me out. considering. I'm afraid I've become entirely too anal when I'm at work to have someone work WITH me. it's crazy.. oh well.
Anyways, all in all life is good. When I'm at work I'll say the opposite, but now that "m here....life is good.
Current Location:
home in my room
Current Mood:
relaxed relaxed
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Andrew texted me out of the blue the other night...it made me smile. His signature "hey my trini queen!!!" hehe! How can you not smile, picturing his rosy cheeks and that big smile saying that with open arms, it's like a movie or something.
I haven't talked to him for a while, he said he found my number and had to say hey..He said he missed talking to me.
Okay, I got the giggles for a while but they are gone now. I haven't heard anything all day today. So that might be why? We've been texing for 2 days straight, should I just call him? nah, we'll see.
There is the distance, and it's work season..he does landscaping and that sort of stuff. SO, with the restaurant, the landscaping and the 50 other little tasks, where would he get time for me? I mean he has been meaking time, but i'll feel guilty. I'm so not into feeling guilty. He loves to work. Ambition is good, time-wise..not so good.
Distance - quite far, not bad but not that great either.
fuck he's sweet and cute and considerate. He's fun and shy at the same time. Okay..you know me, can't make a decision until the last minute. meh, i guess i'll have to wait.
Current Mood:
tired tired
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Wow, the Gosine's finally have internet at home! Forget crappy dial up with it's slow connection, missed calls and constant disconnecting...and hello rogers portable internet! It's about time eh?
Current Location:
Home - in my room
Current Mood:
happy happy
Current Music:
U are the love....of me liiiife
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